Thursday, May 10, 2012

anomalous- third post of the day

I can't stop thinking about Renee. Her demeanor, her appearance, her smile, how she works at an art gallery, how she handles Natey with a loving ease. She's a captivating woman. I want to do this for her. Not only because she's a single, hard-working mom, but yeah, sure. I want to get to know her better.

Sure, I miss women. I miss sexual contact. Porn only goes so far, especially as it tries to go too far. Egh. I'm sick of video after video of "perfected" female bodies who produce fake baby-talk moans and pants in response to the pig screwing them senselessly. I miss feeling close to a girl I care about, and getting to know her body, each and every part of her I missed the time before, and time before that. Being with her and experiencing each other fully until there is no part of her that goes unnoticed by me.

Porn was not a thing of my day. And it does not reminisce the experiences I had with my girlfriends. Granted, I haven't had one since post college graduation and I'm in my 30's now. However, those relationships were...well, they weren't tame when it came to time in the bedroom.

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